Being Unique vs. Being Weird

I always wanted to be normal. There’s such as normal. Normal means that I don’t have to wonder if having continue my surgery would have made the difference in my life. Normal means not having bad memories that make up who  I am .

I find that it’s very difficult to balance between being normal and being nothing. I do want get credit for the effort I have put in my life. I do want people to know that there were certain things I have gone through that were very different from other people. However, I don’t want to be weird.

I want to be unique .. not weird.