There moments that are so precious. Having a baby for the first time. My good friend and one of the oldest time friends gave birth to lovely daughter, Lucy, on November 5th, 2013.
I had the honor of visiting New Jersey and play with Lucy twice already.
Every time I visit Lisa and Lucy, I am so filled with joy, yet, there’s bit of sadness in my heart. Thinking I may not have my own babies in my life time. I may not have the same precious experience that she has now in my life time.
There are many things in life I’d thought I’d enjoy experiencing and always come to conclusion that I like where I am now or I am so lucky that I don’t have to experience certain things. Having to play sports or dating someone who is a sport player: when I watch super bowl, I think to myself, yeah- I am so better off being myself. Scholars…. then again, when I see students and teachers stressing over grading and deadlines…. I say… yeah I like what I am doing right now. When I see young new mothers giving birth and raising little ones that are constantly crying and fussing- totally losing sleep:
I still want ALL that! I still hope that I have that chance one day.
Until then, I count my blessing of being part of friends’ precious moments and enjoying times that I can be a little help for those young new mothers.
But I wonder if that’s going to happen for me.
Simply enjoy your precious moments. There people who can’t have what you have right now though it may be so simple things and moments, they are all precious moments.
Love,
Simply Sarah
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